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Thursday, November 12, 2009 . 11:54 PM



You said i should chase my dreams, and then, you said they won't earn me a living.

I plan to make both things happen.

I still like my course, and there are a few possibilities branching out from there tt i'm keen on for further studies...Things will definitely change along the way, and things may not work out the way i want them to. But, I've only got one life to live^^ And i don't wanna regret...

For now, I'll take things one step at a time. Gonna make myself a nice big fluffy cushion, or safety net wadeva, and after tt, when i aim damn high, at least I won't fall straight down to the ground and kill myself. Maybe I can make my safety net AND start chasing my dreams at the same time.

Yeah i know, easy for me to say.

When will the gardener remove the bushes behind the swing?!

Monday, November 02, 2009 . 6:55 PM

Ladies and Gentlemen~ I present to you, the legendary finger prick~

I think jasmine was commenting on how much (or little, rather) blood was collected in tt small tube. After like...more than 5 mins? Who knows? Haha!


One would think they were playing with artificial food colouring, for ang ku kueh maybe^^...but no, tt really is Jasmine's blood.

Anyhoo, met Fiona for the first time in a long time today, at the ladies, then the lab. And how i miss her sarcastic laugh and facial expression when i say something dumb (supposed to be lame...but anyways), forgot tt it doesn't really work on her. LOL. Oh well^^ For being around old friends, i'm glad to be back in sp^^

Our class also found the wonders of using the butterfly needle today. FINALLY managed to draw Ling Lee's blood, after how many sems! Although only a small amt of blood was drawn out, it was encouraging steel. Heh, get it? Ok nvm.

Now i know roughly where to poke. Wheehee~ Love how the needle would retract back quickly with just a push of a button (yr 3 then know...sad right?)

No idea why i'm a lil hyped up today...must be from seeing so much blood in the mornin? Blood makes my day~~ No actually its coffee. And if possible, some cinnamon *-*

Sunday, November 01, 2009 . 11:31 PM




Oh goodness, I swear I'm friggin straight, but i'm totally hypnotized by Ga-in from Brown Eyed Girls. @_@ It started out with the Abracadabra vid, and i was thinking "she's so pretty, love her facial features"...after a few more mv s from their past singles, "nice voice"... I was really surprised though when one vid showed her w/o makeup, she looked pretty plain. The wonders of cosmetics~

One of my faves from BEG: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfuEozwiMLI&feature=related
Ga-in's the one with the shortest haircut, far left in this mv.

Replay, replay, replay~~

Also, i'm starting to like k-pop more nowadays...=.= NOOOOOOO, not tt its a bad thing, but, well, I've always been listenin' to and love j-pop since well, pri sch? Maybe it's cuz I've been ignoring K-pop... But i still LOVE Japan >.<>
okok, stop rolling your eyes.

The point is, I'M CRAZY OVER GA IN!!!!!!!

Thursday, October 29, 2009 . 11:07 PM

Her artwork rocks. Anyhoo, I think i'm gonna get a fever... No idea why i suddenly lost my strength today...couldnt even hold a 1L carton w/o dropping it, thankfully it didnt burst or anything (my precious strawberry yogurt drink^^).

So many projects coming in all at once, and by the time i reached home, almost everyday, I feel so damn tired...No idea why, CMI w/o at most a 1hour nap before dinner.

Bro's gonna come back on sat, along with dad cuz he's going off tmr. Yay cuz i'll get to go to T3. Boo cuz tmr night, the house will feel even emptier. But then, its nice to play the piano at night, when the whole house is quiet (of course playin the songs i like, not exam pieces mind you haha).

Gdnite love~

Kohi wa atsui desu! Ok, i shall make myself a cup of coffee ^-^

Wednesday, October 21, 2009 . 11:01 PM

Oh bloody brilliant. Went for my first jap class with cindy this evening, and i bet i gave the teacher a wonderful first impression~ Give myself a whack on the back *THWACK* So, wad did i do? Apparently, the real first lesson was last week, and he, the teacher(oh i juz realized he didnt mention his name juz now), asked us how to say certain simple phrases in jap, and yeah, cindy and i knew most of them.

Then he took a marker and asked "how do you say 'what is this?' in japanese?"
There was a pause...longer the past few pauses, so i tried my luck cuz i knew tt one, and i went "nani kore?"

Yeah, i didnt realize it was pretty impolite, rude as well (i learned some from anime, and well, mostly i heard this alot from Gackt *he rocks ok? i take responsibility for my own learning lol*), depending on the tone. No wonder the teacher didn't say if my ans. was right or wrong....he didnt really give my answer an answer actually. Yes, and i looked puzzled cuz well...i didnt know wads going on lol.

Woots, first impression, he must be thinking, 'what a rude girl'. And of course, after my beautiful display of vocab, this gal in front of me said something around 2 times longer than what i said, of course, its more polite...I think it was "kore wa nandesuka". And yes, the teacher finally said something. No wonder his face turned a lil stony when he heard my ans...sigh~ unintentional ok~ just, well, oh move on. Since he decided to suck $3 from us each for 5 pages of one sided notes (and i thought $70 covered it all), we're even ne?

NANI KORE?!!!!! (- 3 -) *wad kinda face is this?!*


Thursday, October 15, 2009 . 11:07 PM


I juz found out about something in SP tt makes me wanna rush back to school asap. HOHOHOHOHO! If not for... I would'nt know it be there! When i last went to tt place, it was juz an empty spot...hohohoho Thank You whoever who built it! ^^
But i wonder if its stable...probably...

Some overdue pics from RP's bday. Lots of retarded ones...I'll just post up some tt are not too overwhelming... to prevent sudden loss of speech or sight...

Yea rite.


Retarded ppl..mostly the one on the right

Well, as you can see...this pic...seems...wrong....somehow...

Normal

Normal^^

Ok, so tts about it, i know i'm not holding it correctly but wadever. Cheers!

Sunday, October 11, 2009 . 11:15 PM

*Pulls hair* When i see kawaii stuff, i get this sudden urge and inspiration to start making cute things (which may or may not turn out cute LOL). There's a plushie i wanna make...but look at the friggin time....Plus, only one week of hols left....

Need coffee...it'll probably calm this sudden hyper-ness (Lol, new word) to wanna create something. Should I? Lookin at that bag of cloth lying there... Was supposed to make a snape doll (from potter puppet pals), but the planning and measurements alone took up so much energy (nv hurts to plan), i only got to finish the head...90% of the head to be exact. And today, it suddenly hit me tt i can make something else outta those...even cuter than the snape doll. Alright~ I shall design and settle the measurements of the new plushie for tonight! Wish me luck! Hmm, and the fate of the snape doll will depend on the amount of black cloth left! HOHOHOHOHO mizerable severus~